June 8 | Day 159

The beginning of today kinda sucked. I hate being at my house alone with my mom. It’s so awkward. We barely say anything to each other, so I just sit up here in my room all day. We went to lunch eventually and it was even more awkward. We just sit there pretty much in silence. I wish I had a normal relationship with my mom. It sucks.

Later, we went to my softball banquet. Chelsea didn’t go, so I was expecting it to suck really bad, but I just hung out with Alexis instead. Her and Chelsea are the only reason I stay relatively sane during softball season. Everyone else just makes me angry. But anyway, it was pretty pointless since we didn’t even get our patches and stuff yet.

After I got home, I went to the cheap movies to see Shutter Island with Jess and Nathan. It’s the most fucked up movie I’ve ever seen in my life. It was really good though. It was interesting and all, but I think I finally understand everything. Maybe. But it reminded me of my love for Leonardo DiCaprio. Woo.

Then I talked to Jamie on the phone until like 230. I’m so annoying. The end.