2010.
December 12th This picture is from yesterday, but I love Chase Coy so I’m using it for today. Yesterday was such a good day. I saw Chase live for the first time in way over a year, and it was amazing. He’s so good live, and I forgot just how much I love him. Now I’m going to be listening to his music on repeat for a while. His lyrics are just so freaking good. But anyway, I look really fat in that picture, so I’m really going to have to start working out. That’s random, but really. I’ve felt disgusting lately, so I really need to do something to fix that. We’ll see how that goes. Hmm. So the first semester of my senior year is almost over, and that’s crazy to think about. 7/8 of my high school life is over. I’m pumped about that but really sad at the same time. Everything is so hectic. I’ve already gotten into colleges, which is nice, but I’m still paranoid about the money situation. I have scholarship stuff to do for IU, but I’m scared I’m not going to get enough. If I don’t get to go there, I’ll probably cry. Ball State is a decent back up though, I guess. My life has been weird lately. Something ended that I’m really glad about. I’m angry, but I know it’s for the best. I’m actually not being all pathetic and sad this time, which is always nice. I think I’m slowly getting better at this stuff. And now there’s something new happening. Who knows what will happen. Probably nothing, but oh well. It’s nice and he’s really cute, so it’s worth a shot. I hate winter, but I love the snow. Except when it messes up my plans. But that’s okay. I just really really really want to go sledding. Hopefully it keeps snowing so I can go some time next weekend or something. And I hope it stays all snowy for Christmas, which I really can’t wait for. This should be a good one. But anyway, now I need to get back to studying for finals. Biology is going to be ridiculous tomorrow and English probably will be too. Crap. Goodbye people. Hopefully I write on this a few more times before the year is over. I can’t believe it’s almost done. Time goes by so fast. It’s crazy.

December 12th

This picture is from yesterday, but I love Chase Coy so I’m using it for today. Yesterday was such a good day. I saw Chase live for the first time in way over a year, and it was amazing. He’s so good live, and I forgot just how much I love him. Now I’m going to be listening to his music on repeat for a while. His lyrics are just so freaking good.

But anyway, I look really fat in that picture, so I’m really going to have to start working out. That’s random, but really. I’ve felt disgusting lately, so I really need to do something to fix that. We’ll see how that goes.

Hmm. So the first semester of my senior year is almost over, and that’s crazy to think about. 7/8 of my high school life is over. I’m pumped about that but really sad at the same time. Everything is so hectic. I’ve already gotten into colleges, which is nice, but I’m still paranoid about the money situation. I have scholarship stuff to do for IU, but I’m scared I’m not going to get enough. If I don’t get to go there, I’ll probably cry. Ball State is a decent back up though, I guess.

My life has been weird lately. Something ended that I’m really glad about. I’m angry, but I know it’s for the best. I’m actually not being all pathetic and sad this time, which is always nice. I think I’m slowly getting better at this stuff. And now there’s something new happening. Who knows what will happen. Probably nothing, but oh well. It’s nice and he’s really cute, so it’s worth a shot.

I hate winter, but I love the snow. Except when it messes up my plans. But that’s okay. I just really really really want to go sledding. Hopefully it keeps snowing so I can go some time next weekend or something. And I hope it stays all snowy for Christmas, which I really can’t wait for. This should be a good one.

But anyway, now I need to get back to studying for finals. Biology is going to be ridiculous tomorrow and English probably will be too. Crap. Goodbye people. Hopefully I write on this a few more times before the year is over. I can’t believe it’s almost done. Time goes by so fast. It’s crazy.

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